SOOO Bored!

I know I got things I should be doing, but I just don't feel like it.. I could goto my moms, but I don't have the gas to do it today. besides, if she actually comes to Mercedes concert I'll see her then anyways, but if she don't then yes I'm gonna be pissed off. I don't see why it is so hard for her to just take a time out sometimes and come to the girls things. It's not like we live that far away. I realize she still works, but alot of the stuff is after work. And like bowling too.. Yes my bro bowls too Saturday Mornings, but come on.. A simple 10 minutes is all I ask of her. I dunno.. Maybe I'm being stupid, but it's how I feel. Then I also wonder now, will it be the same for Chris's baby? Obviously not when it's a baby, but when it gets to be the girls ages. I know she wants a grandson more than anything, but I just hope the girls don't get set on the back burner if the baby does end up being a boy. No I'm not being a jealous person/mom, just stating the truth. She don't realize she does these things, but she does. It does hurt me more than anything though when we invite her to do things as far as the girls go, and she says, yeah as long as nothing goes wrong. WTF? I love my mom more than anything, but sometimes her actions aren't that great.